Realisation.

And that realisation can be refereshing.
It can be challenging,
And disappointing,

But it can liberate.

This moment, it wasn't unexpected.
You were not, unexpected.

And I fall off your radar - quite happily.


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SO. Yes, this had to replace the previous "I hate my life" journal entry, because its painful seeing yourself go on and on about a life which, to be honest, is really OK.

I've taken up the guitar recently, which is proving fun. I also went and bought a rather snazzy electric guitar - ("Champagne Sparkle" - what a name for a guitar?!) It is pink and glittery and has stars on the frets. I quite randomly purchased it a week or so ago. Very unlike me to make big purchases. Subsequently I have thrown myself even deeper into my overdraft. (eak) But its proving to be a good purchase so far. Here's what it looks like *Sighs dreamily* [link] (its the one on the right)

I've also become obsessed with a band (Coheed and Cambria). I always do this...go get completely captivated by one band. I'm so predictable! *sigh*

Uni soon. Career decisions soon.

YUK.

I want to know how you are. So tell me, tell me how everythings going.



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