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Fi says: Who are they?  

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Champagne Sparkle

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 11, 2005, 1:16 PM
Realisation.

And that realisation can be refereshing.
It can be challenging,
And disappointing,

But it can liberate.

This moment, it wasn't unexpected.
You were not, unexpected.

And I fall off your radar - quite happily.


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SO. Yes, this had to replace the previous "I hate my life" journal entry, because its painful seeing yourself go on and on about a life which, to be honest, is really OK.

I've taken up the guitar recently, which is proving fun. :D I also went and bought a rather snazzy electric guitar - ("Champagne Sparkle" - what a name for a guitar?!) It is pink and glittery and has stars on the frets. I quite randomly purchased it a week or so ago. Very unlike me to make big purchases. Subsequently I have thrown myself even deeper into my overdraft. (eak) But its proving to be a good purchase so far. Here's what it looks like *Sighs dreamily* [link] (its the one on the right)

I've also become obsessed with a band (Coheed and Cambria). I always do this...go get completely captivated by one band. I'm so predictable! *sigh*

Uni soon. Career decisions soon.

YUK.

I want to know how you are. So tell me, tell me how everythings going.

:)

x

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20. Oh dear.
  • Current Residence: UK
  • Interests: Music, writing
  • Favourite genre of music: A little bit of everything...
  • Favourite game: Vib Ribbon

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~a-ok-photography:icona-ok-photography: May 16, 2006, 7:46:51 AM
hi im from portsmouth to...hi :wave:

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When you see a :thumbsup:, think of me
~rose-saignant:iconrose-saignant: Mar 15, 2006, 12:21:50 PM
:omfg: Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's been over a years since I put something on this page!!!?
Put down that guitar of yours and do some writing! I miss your work........... :cries:

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There are times I cant decide, when I can't tell up from down
You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown
But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I'm OK
Sometimes thats just what we need to get us through the day.
~Antony-R-Turner:iconAntony-R-Turner: Mar 13, 2006, 3:17:18 AM
Hello Local Person

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~Cogito-Ergo-Doleo:iconCogito-Ergo-Doleo: Jan 1, 2006, 5:58:36 AM
Another local!

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Will you be my friend?
`ost2life:iconost2life: Jul 22, 2005, 7:10:48 AM
aloha. :sprint:

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Aide! Je suis une poisson. Aussi "Bore da, Cymru!" lessthanthree
*Falassion:iconFalassion: May 4, 2005, 8:49:55 AM
hey there local deviant :D
~poisonfrog:iconpoisonfrog: Jan 5, 2005, 8:06:13 PM
:glomp:
hehe, random hug!
thanks for stopping by to say hi. (i love this new avatar :D although the holly needs to be replaced with something else...)
Hope things have been going well for you this past month or so. See ya round!
~Sarah

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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
~s1lver:icons1lver: Dec 31, 2004, 4:16:33 AM
hey, just noticed you live near where i do, just thought id say hello :)
~Choogster:iconChoogster: Dec 22, 2004, 7:39:55 AM
hello, oh fellow portsmouthite!
~Byakugan-no-jutsu:iconByakugan-no-jutsu: Nov 9, 2004, 10:22:16 AM
hello nearby deviant...i am checking up everyones pages on the neibourhood thingy :) how are you?
*Zienna:iconZienna: Nov 3, 2004, 9:17:53 AM
thnx for the sweet comment on 'only dream' :hug:

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you make my :heart: sing ♫♪♫♪♫♫♪

"One has got to keep changing in order to keep being theirselves."
~rose-saignant:iconrose-saignant: Oct 23, 2004, 4:44:16 PM
Hey there! :blushes: Sorry I didn't reply to your text sweetie, I was at work when I got it and I totally forgot!!! *slaps self* Arghhh
I'm fine thanks, very stressed out with all this chaos.. If I'm not at Uni, I'm working.. and trying to fit in 30 hours of homework! I also took on a language (Japanese!!) so that's another 6 hours a week of work.. and going to Anime Society meetings on Fridays, and the gym 4 times a week.. and .. *sigh*
And trying to fit in my friends and family - which are so important!! This weekend I'm staying at my mum's coz it's Halloween :w00t: but next weekend we could meet up in the evening maybe? Can't wait to catch up, it's been forever!!
Oh and I've lost over a stone and a half now of weight now. Which equates to 2 dress sizes.. I'm back into all my old clothes! And some new celebratory ones, naturally. I sense a shopping spree coming on in Southampton before Christmas...? :boogie:
But, most importantly, how the devil are you?! xxx

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~rose-saignant:iconrose-saignant: Sep 25, 2004, 3:47:41 AM
:spammer: Spamming again, Fi? *tut tut* Forshame.
Oh well, it is fun, so have some back!!! :spam: :giggle:
Hope you're ok hun x

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:snowflake: Happy New Year! :snowflake:
~poisonfrog:iconpoisonfrog: Aug 16, 2004, 3:50:15 PM
student house? is that like discount aparments just for students? good luck! it's okay that you've been doing other things than dA ^_^ after all, DA isn't real life.... where (most) of us spend (most...) of our time...

Chemistry class went well, I got a B- !!! Which is definitely more than i deserve. I'm getting ready to attend school this fall, mortgaging my life away to buy textbooks (boo!!!), etc. Still working to earn money to pay for yon textbooks and school... Things are going well. :)

~poisonfrog

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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
~poisonfrog:iconpoisonfrog: Aug 13, 2004, 7:15:45 PM
random glomp! :glomp: sorry i haven't had time to check out your writing lately, hope you're doing well!

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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
~BlackRavenWing:iconBlackRavenWing: Jul 13, 2004, 2:11:06 PM
:spam: :spam: :spam:

right back at ya ;)

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Imagination is the one weapon in the war against reality.
-Jules de Caultier
~poisonfrog:iconpoisonfrog: Jul 1, 2004, 11:20:22 PM
Thanks for commenting on Mt Olympus Rainbow and Mt Olympus Rainbow_2! I always love to hear from you :) See ya around

~Sarah

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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
~poisonfrog:iconpoisonfrog: Jun 14, 2004, 6:43:13 PM
Thanks for taking the time to comment on Rain .wip.! I liked your new poem, by the way, but didn't really have much i could say about it... *scratch head and look down* Good luck with your writing :)

~poisonfrog

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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
~rose-saignant:iconrose-saignant: Jun 14, 2004, 11:39:29 AM
Yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! Fi is back!!! :boogie:
Oh yeah.. oh yeah.. she's back.. oh yeah :dance:
Anyway *cough* enough of that! I have missed you SO much! We must meet for a drink at the end of the month when I get some green.. or orange..or whatever colour money is these days! Glad to see you're back on DA, thanks for all the awesome comments on my stuff :glomp: xxxx

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:snowflake: Happy New Year! :snowflake:
~poisonfrog:iconpoisonfrog: May 17, 2004, 12:24:27 AM
you know, it is good to put your troubles in perspective to others which are much worse, so that we don't drown in thinking our life is the worst.

But sometimes Fi, we really do feel terrible and trying to tell yourself that you "shouldn't be" sad/mad/depressed because other people have it worse off than you... well it just doesnt work, because you are sad/mad/depressed. It is normal to need other people, it is normal to seek for sympathy... sometimes we just don't know how to ask for it. You wrote a journal expressing how bad you felt, hoping that someone would respond in kind. And darling, we did. We did. Don't say you're not worth sympathy - because we obviously thought you were worth it. *wry smile* It's maybe not the quickest or most effective way to get reassurance, but it did seem to work, neh?

The problem with drowning in your thoughts is that you can't get out of them alone, because, well, you're drowning. I understand, because that is a dilemma which i have struggled with for years. It's like Raskolnikov from Crime and Punishment (if you haven't read it, I suggest you do - wonderful book. be prepared to make a who's-who list though). He gets so wrapped up in his own thoughts, and that's basically why he goes crazy - he has no outside influence to help him stabilize, put things in perspective, vent, try out ideas on, ask for advice, or even just talk at. Sometimes even just speaking your thoughts out loud to another person, or God (he counts as another person, if you believe in him. and as long as you talk out loud), can help.

Dont' give up, and don't hate yourself for not being as strong as you think you "should be." There are lots of should be's in this world. And most of the time, they just make people feel bad. Learning to be stronger can be done - but it will take more than wishing. it will take desire and an effort to change.

You're welcome
~Sarah

(sorry for the rambling)

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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
~rose-saignant:iconrose-saignant: Apr 26, 2004, 4:04:06 AM
:giggle: I'm good thanks, going to get my hair dyed today! And should be seeing Kill Bill V. 2 tonight. How are you hun? :boogie:

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:snowflake: Happy New Year! :snowflake:
~dewintheair:icondewintheair: Apr 23, 2004, 11:47:24 AM
I tried replying on your page honey, but it wouldn't let me post more than two comments in a row :giggle: I guess I shall have to stop spamming you soon! Rich booked our corridor a load of preview tickets, :dance: :D are you gona go see it hun? And more importantly, how the devil are you dearest? Need to catch up soon! :blowkiss:

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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart" :heart: ~Hot Hot Heat
~rose-saignant:iconrose-saignant: Apr 23, 2004, 8:31:20 AM
Heyyyyyyyyyy you how's it going, when are you coming on messenger? I can't believe you've seen Kill Bill 2 before me!
:ninjaeat:

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:snowflake: Happy New Year! :snowflake:
~commiealex:iconcommiealex: Apr 20, 2004, 2:48:37 AM
THanks for the visit!

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~rose-saignant:iconrose-saignant: Apr 8, 2004, 5:40:31 PM
:katana: Greetings Miss Fi!
I believe I owe you an apology for my neglectful lack of commenting on your work! This being said, I have commented on your most recent 2 works, and swear dutifully that I will leave my mark on your page more often. :salute:
:dance: See you soon! :aww:

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