~dewintheair
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Waiting For...She moves to the window and gazes at the thickened clouds. The storm continues to roar. It is so loud that I can feel the gentle hum of my bones vibrating. But this shuddering that affects me, leaves her unaltered. She gorges on the lightening, standing with her mouth ajar slightly and sighing as the bright light streaks her eyes. My lips throb with the jealousy. How has this storm stolen her attention so easily? I continue feeling my fingers across the strings of my guitar, playing faster and harder, trying to pull her back. But I struggle to push my noise through the snarl of the thunder.Waiting For...
So I stop. Let my reddened fingers pau
in General Romantic Fiction on 9/4/05
Another ID...in deviantID on 9/4/05
Decay ‘Bit messy eh Steve?’ ‘Yeah, it’s not exactly a pretty picture.’ P.C. Steve Nicholls grimaced as he glanced at the body. The humid evening air had begun to draw an unsettling odour from the slowly greying flesh.Decay
‘Well CID will be here soon, then we can knock off.’ The other officer rubbed his puffy eyes and leant heavily against the graffiti streaked wall. His mind drifted to the thought of his roast dinner, which was probably now in the microwave, cold and starting to shrivel.
‘They don’t half take their bloody time, do they?’
‘Tell me about it…I don’t know why they don’t set up t
in Perspectives on 6/21/05
Six Little Lighters ‘Oi! Pastry Girl’ I don’t dignify that with a response. ‘Any change for me today? What about a pastry?’ ‘Not today’ I mumble as I stride past them. I’ve worked at “Peter’s Pastries” now for three years. No, I’m not proud or pleased about this fact. The boss not only resembles the oversized Cornish pasties he tries to sell, he’s about as dense as the filling inside them too. I could run that shop better than he does. It’s no wonder that the uniform he designed personally is almost as hideous as he is. A bright purple polo-neck jumper with yellow writing scrawled across back and front. Unfortunately aSix Little Lighters
couple of the lett
in General Fiction on 6/15/05
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I also went and bought a rather snazzy electric guitar - ("Champagne Sparkle" - what a name for a guitar?!) It is pink and glittery and has stars on the frets. I quite randomly purchased it a week or so ago. Very unlike me to make big purchases. Subsequently I have thrown myself even deeper into my overdraft. (eak) But its proving to be a good purchase so far. Here's what it looks like *Sighs dreamily* 
Devious Information
- Current Age: 20. Oh dear.
- Current Residence: UK
- Interests: Music, writing
- Favourite genre of music: A little bit of everything...
- Favourite game: Vib Ribbon
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When you see a
Put down that guitar of yours and do some writing! I miss your work...........
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There are times I cant decide, when I can't tell up from down
You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown
But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I'm OK
Sometimes thats just what we need to get us through the day.
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Aide! Je suis une poisson. Aussi "Bore da, Cymru!" lessthanthree
hehe, random hug!
thanks for stopping by to say hi. (i love this new avatar
Hope things have been going well for you this past month or so. See ya round!
~Sarah
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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
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♪ you make my
"One has got to keep changing in order to keep being theirselves."I'm fine thanks, very stressed out with all this chaos.. If I'm not at Uni, I'm working.. and trying to fit in 30 hours of homework! I also took on a language (Japanese!!) so that's another 6 hours a week of work.. and going to Anime Society meetings on Fridays, and the gym 4 times a week.. and .. *sigh*
And trying to fit in my friends and family - which are so important!! This weekend I'm staying at my mum's coz it's Halloween
Oh and I've lost over a stone and a half now of weight now. Which equates to 2 dress sizes.. I'm back into all my old clothes! And some new celebratory ones, naturally. I sense a shopping spree coming on in Southampton before Christmas...?
But, most importantly, how the devil are you?! xxx
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Oh well, it is fun, so have some back!!!
Hope you're ok hun x
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Chemistry class went well, I got a B- !!! Which is definitely more than i deserve. I'm getting ready to attend school this fall, mortgaging my life away to buy textbooks (boo!!!), etc. Still working to earn money to pay for yon textbooks and school... Things are going well.
~poisonfrog
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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
right back at ya
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Imagination is the one weapon in the war against reality.
-Jules de Caultier
~Sarah
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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
~poisonfrog
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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"
Oh yeah.. oh yeah.. she's back.. oh yeah
Anyway *cough* enough of that! I have missed you SO much! We must meet for a drink at the end of the month when I get some green.. or orange..or whatever colour money is these days! Glad to see you're back on DA, thanks for all the awesome comments on my stuff
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But sometimes Fi, we really do feel terrible and trying to tell yourself that you "shouldn't be" sad/mad/depressed because other people have it worse off than you... well it just doesnt work, because you are sad/mad/depressed. It is normal to need other people, it is normal to seek for sympathy... sometimes we just don't know how to ask for it. You wrote a journal expressing how bad you felt, hoping that someone would respond in kind. And darling, we did. We did. Don't say you're not worth sympathy - because we obviously thought you were worth it. *wry smile* It's maybe not the quickest or most effective way to get reassurance, but it did seem to work, neh?
The problem with drowning in your thoughts is that you can't get out of them alone, because, well, you're drowning. I understand, because that is a dilemma which i have struggled with for years. It's like Raskolnikov from Crime and Punishment (if you haven't read it, I suggest you do - wonderful book. be prepared to make a who's-who list though). He gets so wrapped up in his own thoughts, and that's basically why he goes crazy - he has no outside influence to help him stabilize, put things in perspective, vent, try out ideas on, ask for advice, or even just talk at. Sometimes even just speaking your thoughts out loud to another person, or God (he counts as another person, if you believe in him. and as long as you talk out loud), can help.
Dont' give up, and don't hate yourself for not being as strong as you think you "should be." There are lots of should be's in this world. And most of the time, they just make people feel bad. Learning to be stronger can be done - but it will take more than wishing. it will take desire and an effort to change.
You're welcome
~Sarah
(sorry for the rambling)
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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart"
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I believe I owe you an apology for my neglectful lack of commenting on your work! This being said, I have commented on your most recent 2 works, and swear dutifully that I will leave my mark on your page more often.
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